My visit to the polyclinic today. Yes of course i'm sick. I'm not those Chao Keng case who goes to the doctor for just a simple flu. This goes to my "siao on" incharge and team-mates, YES IM REALLY SICK. Been enduring the not so pain enduring sickness at work for almost a 2 weeks when i finally decided to visit the doctor when suddenly i had chest pain upon coughing. So what am i having now? A fever, blocked nose on the left nostril and a runny nose on the right. Malfunction in my respiratory system (ceh mcm mana punya serius gitu), causing me difficulty in breathing, thick flam that causes endless cough and a really sore throat.


Ohh yes, all those really sounds exaggerated but what the hell, i'm sick and i can be mentally unstable, i warn you. And well, as per NORMAL, after an excruciating 2 hours of waiting, i finally entered the consultation room. Ok, a rather caring doctor. And there i go complaining bout my sickness like as if its his fault. Well anyways, the doctor give me a simple 2 words conclusion.


Quit Smoking.


And me sitting there giving a blank stare to him. And the best thing is that he threatens me, "You better stop smoking or else you're gonna live with this pain" Like oh my god, like as if i will stop smoking after he says that. Oh come on. All those gruesome image on my cigarette box and those threatening ads on tv and posters at bustop never really makes me wanna quit smoking. Aper lagi nasihat dari doctor tu. Yes i have to admit, its hard for me to quit smoking. Yes there's attemp where all of fail miserably.


Just imagine if i were to quit smoking. No more smoking debate session with my team mates where we always argue about religion. And no reason for me to go for a break while on duty. Yes i tell you, at work, the only break you got is the smoking break. Yes, no official resting time. And without cigarette, i won't be able to be at my comfort point when i'm feeling nervous. And for sure, it will be harder for me to make new friends. I roughly can say, 70% people i get to know is through smoking. You know, you saw someone cute at the smoking area and wish to get to know them, you approached that person and ask that person for a lighter even if you have 2 lighter in your hand. And there you start a decent conversation with them. I tell you, in the duration of smoking a stick of cigarette, its enough time for you to get that person number before the last puff. It works for me.


Oh well, i do cut down on my cigarette intake per day. From 1 box per day to less than 10 stick per day. Yes. But still i do buy 1 box per day due to those people who are social smoker and will never buy their own cigarette. Haha, but i don't mind sharing my cigarette coz i hate smoking alone.


Oh well, im feeling so drowsy now. I think i over dose my medicine. Off to bed now.


Have a good day everyone.