Got shocked when 1 of my blog visitor told me that my blog was unvisitable, stating domain not found or something like that. Was at work when he told me that and i got shocked and yah, can't wait to reach home to check it out. Mana tau kena hack ke dengan kuncu kuncu yang sering nak cari pasalngan aku. But hey, its working perfectly. Change my password just in case.


Anyways, my day at work today was OK. Was deployed as a lock-up officer today. Meaning for my whole 12 hours will be spend sitting down in my roller chair doing almost nothing except for rolling around the lock-up admin area. During that 12 hours of not doing a thing, I sit down and I ponder as I will be all alone even though there’s plenty officer deployed along with me here in the lock-up. Well im used to it though. Anyways, I prefer to be all alone in here, no one to tell me what to do, my own time, my own pace. Anyway back to the topic… Where was i.. Oh yah, I sit and ponder and I ponder about the future. Yes my future. When I think about it, this year, 2009 is the year where I have to decide on my future. Making the wrong decision will end me up in a manhole. And so I’ve decided.


I’ve decided to proceed into working life without pursuing my degree first. Like yeah, I couldn’t afford it now. $16000 is what I need to complete my 1 year degree course. So, is there anyone whose kind enough to sponsor my education? Anyone? Oprah? How I wish. And so I have to get myself employed as soon as I ORD from the police force which is on September. So, by August, I must be busy scouting through the recruitment section and attending numerous interviews. And yes, before attending any interview, I must prepare a portfolio for myself. Oh well, you see, im a designer and certificate is not a necessity. All they see is your previous works and design pieces. Me? Previous works? For goodness sake, I don’t even have a single item to include in my portfolio. So currently, I have zero item in my portfolio.


And so, by august, I have to get my portfolio ready. So I have to start everything from scratch and that gonna take some time to complete. Since I still have ample time, its better for me to start doing my portfolio from now. Yes, more photo shoot and designing to be done. Photoshoot as in really theme photoshoot with real make-up and props. And hey Hid, lets do this together?! And uh.. Yeah more designing works. All plan out in a A4 paper thts now pasted on my wall as a reminder. Like oh my god, lots of stuff need to be done. Well, ill take things one at a time. Still got ample time. Can't wait to ORD but feeling scared at the same time.


And you people, wish me luck. I need it.